I'll see about posting more intriguing things one day or the next. For now I'll shut up. Oh, sorry for the imperfections at some points! I try!

Decided to do something new today! Don't expect too much from it, it's only 20 seconds or so.



I think I found out were the inspiration to this came from just a few minutes ago. Basically a fraction of a bigger whole that's been about in my head for several years already. And.. oh yes, I can play piano too if you didn't know.

I MADE! as Bob (from Weebl) would say.

Well as of today I moved into my new home. Internet seems to work thankfully. Most of the stuff is in place. Only thing left to do is to put myself in bed and I'm done for today.. *yawns* Geez what alot of stuff I packed and moved today..

I'll see about a proper update tomorrow.. perhaps some photos for those curious minded souls out there.

Lastly, here's a song that's been following me today:



Kane - Shot Of A Gun; a dutch band performing in english! Personally I find this a meaningful song..

SLEEP WELL EVERYONE!

I'm throwing you some giftart here, just because you deserve it hell of alot from me! I owe you quite a deal still, for *your* random giftart to start with, the subscription you bought me, and all the support you gave me in times of need here on LJ.

I feel like a total prick that - in all that time - I haven't done anything in return! And yet, with this drawing up, I don't think it's way close to what you really should be getting from me. Obviously we're all busy and I missed 4 hours from my life today because of some idiotic tests. So let this just be warming you up!

On a more amusing note, I *did* draw you like two years ago already, for this icon thingy that I never completed. Probably lost it now but it's such an enormous improvement what we have here.. I think..

Ah well! Excuse me for I am bad at LJ aswell, I don't actually reply when I think I should on your journals. Seeing you being in some pain lately, I can relate to that!

Anywho, I caught myself rambling mostly about myself, while this should be more orientated about you. Oo

Well.. hardly as we actually *really* know eachother, it's still fun watching your drawings or the expressionate character you have within! Somehow I sense there is alot in you that hasn't reached the surface yet.. You just wait and see =]

For now, hope you enjoy this drawing, and I REALLY should come up with something better for you next time!



^{Been wanting to draw you something decent for *ages*..}

I don't know where to start really.

Just as I was on my way of recovery, I got message that something tragic has likely happened.

My brother-in-law's sister and her 5/6-year old son are missing. There was a brand new cabrio standing in her driveway and her house is completely turned upside down with no trace of her or her son.

We have no idea what has happened. There might be kidnapping involved. There might be murder involved.. The police is already on it.


Even though I don't see her that much, I feel involved with the tragedy. I know her, I've spoken to her just generally more than once. I've been there when she fed her son and put him to bed. But I am very involved with her parents, my sister's in-law parents. I concider them family and been spending time with them quite alot in the past.

I do not want this to break me down. My sister is devastated about it. The unknown.. I couldnt find any comforting words for her when she was crying on my shoulder. There was nothing to say. Only to hope.

Guess I'll know more about the situation later today..


Just alittle bit more and I'll probably become mentally incapable to do anything for school and that kind of shit. It seems so senseless doing that now. This is life's reality.


Update
Well word has it she probably has fled out of the country, along with some guy she had a relationship with. Why they fled or where to is still unknown. I learned she is a somewhat schizophrenic, or atleast not exactly stable. Though this is not like her at all, I've been told. Left in a hurry, pulled wires out of the walls, only little food and cloths were taken with them. Turns out that guy isnt exactly stable either. Not as in abusive, just.. in the head.

We'll see what happens next, just hope the child is alright. But murder or kidnapping is ruled out, likely.

Breaking news. No, seriously.

I don't think many know about this going on in the Netherlands, but since November last year one of our politicians was making a movie about the Islam, called FITNA, and it was greatly feared that when it was done, the Islamic world might terrorise our country.

Quote from the Wikipedia article:

"Reaction prior to the release of the movie
It is feared that the film will lead to violent demonstrations such as the protests against the Jyllands-Posten Muhammad cartoons that were published in the Danish newspaper 'Jyllands-Posten' in 2005. This previous Muslim violence resulted in the burning of the Danish embassy in Syria and other acts of violence around the world, including the murder of a Catholic nun and people from several different religions, including Muslims."

We've already seen protests in Iraq, people on the streets burning the dutch flag and chanting "Death to Holland". Now the movie is released we will have to wait what happens. Appearantly the movie is much lighter than it was generally expected to be. So that's a good thing atleast..

Judge yourself and view the movie below if you want. NOT for the faint hearted! There were parts even I found extremely hard to look at/listen to.
^{(video buffer might be slow due high demand)}

While the day is still young and the weather gentle looking, I just take some time to update my life abit more to anyone's interest. Even though I don't quite know where to start with.

In four weeks time, I will have to move to our new house, which, thankfully, is only 10 minutes away. For the newcomers or those who don't remember, we need to move due financial issues. Caused by my dad. Who happened to left my mom a few months ago. And he doesn't seem to bother. So. I don't know him any longer, and I won't go into details about him. He's still my dad, but God he's such a disappointment for a father.

So four weeks left! Right now we're patching up the new home, painting the walls, laminating the floor, getting new furniture and everything. For one it might be interesting to move to a new house, and get away from this shithole full of bad memories where the rooms are getting narrower with every drama that still to this day happens because of the divorce. On the other hand, across where I will live lives an old friend of mine. A passing friend, so to speak, one that I havent spoken to for years or have the interest to. There's more background information to that but it's not important to know all. Point is that when I heard where we'll likely move to I felt like HELL and in all places I did NOT want to go there. For that part I'm still not keen on living there.. even if it's just for a year, which will be the case.

School is so-so with me. Alot of stress coming my way everytime, because it's a one year course people usually do two to three years about. So loads of homework, and including new subjects that I haven't had on my old school. So that's quite a hassle, there isn't really enough time to let it all come down on me. Yet I try to manage things, I really do, the end isn't far away. In a week from today I'll have some more tests, and halfway in May will be my finals. And if I pass those.. then I've proven myself once again.. In about two months from today, there will be a massive amount of stress lifted off my shoulders, because about then I'll have it all behind me.

Artwise I've been missing my art mojo quite some lately. I'm totally out of practice right now. I can't draw things straight away properly like I want, usually ending up in frustration and me giving up on it. I need to find a moment of peace and no stress probably, how unlikely that is to happen at this time.

Speaking of which, when I will visit my dear love Ria in a few weeks again, THERE I will find my peace and no stress. It's truly heaven there, being with her, having her close against me, enjoying our time together. It made me forget about *everything* from the above. No school, no divorce, no moving, no nothing. I really can't wait to see her again, she's so much fun to be with..

Hmm.. funny how that goes. There were a few things more that bothered me, but since I took alittle detour thinking about my dear.. I forgot about it all! Well let's call it a wrap then for today and kick my butt outside and enjoy the weather while it lasts. Optimism rules.

Thanks for reading!

Can't let this go by unnoticed.. even though people might find this spamming =P

Just want to let everyone know how incredibly SWEET my love Ria is to me X3. Look at this! She totally surprised me with this today! Catching me off guard, eh? =P



A Touching Moment by =RiaX3X on deviantART

Thank you so much again love <3 Much love to you!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

One of the many photographic results from us together during my stay at her place ~



Much love to my Ria dear <3

Thus Winter returns with the time of his life.. time.

( The Wonderful Side of Life & Love )

.. and on a typical sunny saturday afternoon, I discovered that healthwise there is nothing wrong with me. Now don't pull strange faces, but there always was something about a certain place on my body that had me worried, wether it's normal or not for it to be that way. After I casual search on Google, on the first hit, I discovered it's entirely normal and nothing should - or could - be done about it.

Nobody in the entire world knew about this, not a single person in the world. So don't ask the whos and whats, please =]


This up upcoming friday I will pay a first-time visit to my wonderful dear crimsonscales, which is both exciting and nervous-making! I hope for both of us we will enjoy our time and see what comes out of it, if we are entirely meant for eachother =] Maybe we are, who knows! But I'm quite confident we will have a wonderful time together =]


About my parent's divorce; many things have happened, but finally things are starting to look better =] Our house has been sold, but we found a new place now! Me and my mother will move in there halfway during April or so. Right now we started fixing the place up, painting the walls and such. My mother is still in need of a job however. As soon as that is found, things will *finally* settle. For the bigger part atleast.


School wise, things are so-so. I got two tests this wednesday and I better do good at them! It isn't hopeless, aslong as I keep trying, but isn't always easy with so much emotional/financial mess going around here between my two parents. Buh. Ah well, in the end of May I will have my final exams, and if I pass those.. wewt.. I proved myself one hell of a deal..


Lastly, I'm ever so slowly starting to reestablish a connection with people online. I do not know when or if I am available to general public again, or everyone on my list. I've seen so many people trying to add me in the past, which most I've declined. Oh, that actually brings me to something else: ever since I'm on FA, I had a few weirdos noting me for "RPing", aswell as on dA. I'm absolutely no fan of this RPing, and if that's the only reason people want to add me.. no way. Go play your fantasies on someone else.


Final thoughts, my mature art that was found on Herpy.net earlier last week has been taken down, and all is good now.


That should be all =]

NO.

Today something happened that I reckoned would or atleast -could- happen one day, concidering my art.

It has been stolen..


But to make matters worst, is that it is one of my adult drawings that I took down, the one in which me and my love Ria are being very intimate.

Frigging wankers.. what pisses me MOST of are the comment that were given. Kids hungry after more adult things of me..

I QUOTE: "On his deviantart profile you read: I opened a Furaffinity account. Oohh... pervy Winter... Alas, I'm using it and it contains now TWO mature drawings. Yes, that's right. TWO.

But:

Edit: I removed the two mature drawings for the simple reason that they are not intended for public view. Both drawings were specifically made for my love *RiaX3X and only she has the priviledge to view and have them. Honestly, we both agreed that we aren't keen on the thought of people getting turned on and.. do stuff while looking at us being intimate.

Hope someone will find the second piucture."


.. so much for respecting me or my personal choices I took. Unbelievable some perverted kids are in search of my other drawing.. no way you'll find that.. by God I hope they don't..

I have to thank someone called redscale from FA for letting me know about this all.

*goes off to rip some guts and throats from perverted kids*

They have absolutely no right - whatsoever.


EDIT: FUCK. THEY GOT THAT OTHER ONE ON THERE ASWELL.

Longest survey ever.. but I finished it! Final one for now, done way too many.

( Meme containing 499 questions.. )

Tagged by the silly sweetheart crimsonscales =P

1. Your name/username.
2. Left-handed or right-handed?
3. Fav letters to write?
4. Least fav letters to write?
5. Write "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6. Tag 5 people


*Winter being 'tagged'*

Stolen meme from crimsonscales =]

( Meme.. )

This is really great XD

John Cleese, ladies and gentlemen!

( Reference Sheet II )
It's finally done x__X



*bed*