Thus Winter returns with the time of his life.. time.



I visited my dear Ria last friday till last tuesday, and it was really wonderful being with her =]

The moment I met up with her at the station I was feeling great. It was kind of strange, seeing her for real for the first time, but it felt like I knew her for years already. Well.. basically I do, just not in reality =] After going to the mall and have a drink together with her, I felt really at ease and less nervous than when I was still in the train, nearing ever closer to my goal. It felt like a countdown, with no idea what to expect after.
Talking with her was quite easy and to me she appeared really open, and not shy at all! We talked about a variety of things, all nice and pleasing, and after sticking around in the city for a few hours, we went home to her place. There we had some more fun and I got a really wonderful gift from her. Two actually: chocolate, and a Winter beenie that Tysha made for her for me <3 I love it to death, somehow. I really do!

The next day we didn't really do that much in her house. Just lying back and relaxing together on her bed next to eachother, talking about things, playing some games and exchanging interests. I brought my removable HD along so we could share and show things =]
It was later on we really started growing to eachother slowly, now that we know eachother better than ever. It's a wonderful feeling, not frightning at all. It was all new for me, but somehow felt like this was right, like I was used to do this all the time already in my life. Later on we've been watching old classic cartoons on TV because we both grew up with the same ones. Cow & Chicken, I.M. Weasel, Ren & Stimpy, the whole lot =P It's really fun!

Sunday was similar to that of saturday, only difference was that we felt even more fond of eachother as the day passed along. Later that day we got on a few messengers, checking around a few, also browsing around some movies on my HD. I frightened my dear there with Donnie Darko's evil rabbit! ^{(dont click if you're easily scared)}. I would've saved her from that if only I was faster. She was already looking away from the screen because it was dark (atmospheric), and then you get that nice shot of the rabbit, and then she looked x__X It even frightened me when I saw it again and wanted to click it away, but alas!

Monday was a really beautiful day, though not in terms of weather. We went to see Cloverfield that day, which was really superb. It's really nice to walk around with someone dear hand in hand, or with one arm closed around walking down the streets. Later on we went shopping - as it was our final day together sadly enough. While I got myself a nifty new wallet (which was badly needed) and a gorgeous looking dragon statue, Ria bought herself an expensive shiney new MP3 player =P Her old one broke and I looked at it, but it's not really that respondive. After what she told me about UK ways of Technical Support it feels like a real rip-off to bring in the player to have a look at it, and pay *money* only to hear that it can't be fixed. I also bought her a small gift for her birthday; Resident Evil 4. I know she loves that came so much - and I played it already myself - so I got it for her!
I really felt at ease that day with Ria, and actually felt people were watching us with jealous eyes. =P Gave me a self confidence-boost really! Ah yes..

Tuesday was our last day together - for now - which wasn't too pleasant. While we were nearing the station it really started to rain hard and the shower I took earlier seemed entirely unnecessary; I got one right there on the streets. To make matters worse, when we arrived at the station, the train I needed was cancelled =|
.. That's where I got a first-hand meeting with the sissy traindrivers of the UK. I always heard from it to be not that good, but had no problem getting to her the first day. Well, I missed my train. And had to take a different one. Unfortunately there wasn't much time to say goodbye with her, but I did do something with her that I haven't done for years with such honesty. She knows what I mean =]
I missed my flight later on, because of the train. Had to pay for the next one, which I had to wait 5 HOURS for x__X God I was so bored that day, as the only thing I had was my music and a book by Dan Brown. That's not enough to pass 5 hours with in all ease. Anywho, after I got in Holland it was still a 2 hour drive by train. When I got home I felt like brainfood. I was so dead, so I head for bed right away.

All in all the time being with her was absolutely wonderful. It was so great to be able to forget about the shit that's been going around here at home, and just feel happy and free and.. just.. being in love with someone.. Never before in life I felt so close to someone, and we are only at the basics right now. So God knows what more I can expect. We do it all slowly, by the way, not getting into things that soon. One step at a time!
Ria's just.. so open and honest, and so wonderful and cute on both the inside and outside. It's been really great being with her, hearing her talk about things, seeing her listening to me, making time for me. It felt so wonderful to cuddle with her, her head resting on my chest. Ahh.. She makes me feel special! <3

Much much love to you Ria dear <3 I am really thankful for you allowing me into your life, wanting me close ~

Next visit will be planned for May, and a longer visit for the summer! I'm sure it will be just as wonderful as this one, while it may even be better aswell!